I have been feeling not happy lately. Life continue to goes on with faked smile plastered on my face. I know it is time for me to think seriously which pathway am i going to take, but i am like a tortoise, rather hiding myself inside the dark shell then to face the reality. It is this coward me, which makes me hate myself. How much time left for me to think? Or to WASTE?
Goodbye may come as a shock. I came across this sentence when i was listening to a song. Yea, it is true. It reminds me to appreciate what i have with me now. There will be a lost and i know deep down inside that there is nuthing that i can do. i am just drowning slowly in this pool, helplessness.
I feel really bad and guilty as i am not being there when i am needed. I am just too engrossed in my own world of problems, too tired to be concerned when i can't even manage myself well. This is not what i want. I just can't help it and i am truly sorry.
If you feel happy everyday, you are insane.
