是我 :)

蔡佳玫的内在想法
脑筋比较保守死板，不容易变通
外表温训文静的样子，但是外柔内刚型
讲求道理，对就是对，不对就是不对，不能容忍放水
不喜欢冒险，喜欢安定有保障的生活
吃软不吃硬，只要对方态度放软就会跟着心软

蔡佳玫的外在行为
个性稳定，行事作风保守的人
有时侯会太坚守原则，让人觉得很难沟通
重视家人，常常会以家人的意见为中心
有恒心毅力，不会半途而废
个性较直来直往，很容易被看穿心事

Am Back!

A friend of mine asked me lately that why i never update my blog anymore. The only reason that i came out with is "lazy". What an excuse right? :) At that moment only did i realise i have a loyal blog reader, though i am not a fantastic blogger. Thank you so much! You know who you are :)

I have picked up the badmouth habit without realizing it since i start working in my current company. i just can't control myself. i feel bad and guilty. I keep telling myself that this is not right but everything just come out from my mouth so naturally. I guess by doing this only can i release all the frustration and anger built inside me. I hate this habit, so am trying to let go of it. I just have to find some other ways to release my unhapiness and definitely this is going to take me quite some time.

A good friend of mine told me that he could sense that i am not happy recently, maybe through the way i talk sometimes, or through all the emotional shoutouts posted at my msn (Is very obvious, isn't it? :)) Things just happened. Battling with ownself emotional turbulence is the hardest thing that i could do. It is very tiring. I know deep down inside that no matter what happen, i should face it with positive thinking, regardless of how bad the thing or situation is, then only can i lead my life happily.

Am trying to do so.... :) Gambateh to myself..