A friend of mine asked me lately that why i never update my blog anymore. The only reason that i came out with is "lazy". What an excuse right? :) At that moment only did i realise i have a loyal blog reader, though i am not a fantastic blogger. Thank you so much! You know who you are :)
I have picked up the badmouth habit without realizing it since i start working in my current company. i just can't control myself. i feel bad and guilty. I keep telling myself that this is not right but everything just come out from my mouth so naturally. I guess by doing this only can i release all the frustration and anger built inside me. I hate this habit, so am trying to let go of it. I just have to find some other ways to release my unhapiness and definitely this is going to take me quite some time.
A good friend of mine told me that he could sense that i am not happy recently, maybe through the way i talk sometimes, or through all the emotional shoutouts posted at my msn (Is very obvious, isn't it? :)) Things just happened. Battling with ownself emotional turbulence is the hardest thing that i could do. It is very tiring. I know deep down inside that no matter what happen, i should face it with positive thinking, regardless of how bad the thing or situation is, then only can i lead my life happily.
Am trying to do so.... :) Gambateh to myself..
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